Well people im just soo happy for me. Recently im having alot of problems, im confused on with people are my friends or not and my mind is just a reck...Alot of people say that i care for you but they seem like they dont give a shit.Alot of people that i want them to be my good friends not just friends dont seem to care and that really hurts. My friendsayd that i should give them a chance to show them that they really care but i am giving them the chance and they just dont do anything.Im getting kinda worried cus i dont know if im going to live alone in this life and cus i dont know if i should leave all the friends that i have right now and strart all over again, with new friends and all.The thing is that i dont know how to make new friends.

My family is always saying that im a retard and all that shit and even my bro seems like hes geting away from me...im afraid of loosing my big bro cus he is 1 of the 3 people i really care for in my family.Sinsce alot of things have been happening with me alot of my friends have sayid that im just being stupid and just being childish...they just dont understand what going on...i think ive sayd enough mabey ill talk more some other time sinsce then take care guys